Sanoja: Aces Over Kings. Starting Over.

I?m having my doubts
Bad thoughts are running through my brain
I said this wouldn?t
Happen to me
I feel the dark cloud
Coming over my head
It?s not supposed to rain today
At least that?s what he said

I know. I believe. I?m scared

This will be the last time
That I talk to you
Know in my heart
That it?s not true
Hope is the hardest
When it?s all that you have
My vision
Is turning blue

I know I?m safe
Cause you hold me in Your hands
Why do I regress?
I?ll never understand
Like angels and demons
Pulling on my heart
Please save me
I?m quite a baby

So much has changed in my life
I can see more clear
Than before
I want all that life has to offer
Even when I know
That it?s wrong