Sanoja: Avail. Satiate. Stride.

i see different now as i view the rushing all around but that's the breaks i've taken in too much hate but still i'll struggle to remember what i've learned before so i'll let that pass me by and renew what is mine i know i have the strength to break away 'cause i know the language everyone's speaking today who's to say what stays the same who's to say that i'm to blame no one ever said that i would stay the same i fear the twist around and i feel the wrong that i have found too many times i've been disgraced so i'll look to another place but i never want to turn around and see that face again it's not embarrassment but somewhere down the road it's got to end research yourself research that place but i don't know where to begin i understand that i think i've just seen the end no one ever said that i would feel no pain that you would stay the same that i would always change who's to say what stays the same not me