Sanoja: Deviates. I Remember.

When I think of my youth
I don't remember you, you weren't there
No you didn't care, you still don't care
You never cared if I did, but I don't

It was a dream though I had no choice
I couldn't scream, I had no voice
To say or do anything
I was all alone and the hate did grow

And I remember, ya what it's like to be different
A constant fight, yeah, I remember

You couldn't see, no you couldn't feel
Wake up from the dream
Just to find it's real
Yeah, I remember

My mind was full of hate
My heart was empty, I couldn't take it
It was your choice to leave
I hated you, did you hate me?

A fight for custody, over me
I'm some property
Just filled me with confusion
Empty thoughts, anger and illusions

And I remember, what it was like to be different
A constant fight, futile fight, yeah, I remember

You couldn't see, no you couldn't feel
Wake up from the dream
Just to find it's real
Yeah, I remember

Do you remember me?
That whining kid, that little crying baby
The hate has evolved, problem solved
You don't exist, it's all your fault

Yeah, I remember what it's like
I'm not a kid, that's not my life

You're nothing to me, no you never were
That's pretty lame
I guess that's just the way it goes, fuck you
But I remember