Sanoja: Everclear. Sparkle And Fade. Chemical Smile.

she lost her focus yesterday
she lost her focus in the sun
she sits and stares at it for hours
she says she likes to go outside
she gets hung up on the wind
she gets lost inside the happy noise

sometimes I don't understand her
sometimes I don't want to
understand her

she says no no no no
she don't want no double life
she says I should know why
she seems happier at night
her color tv and her chemical smile

I don't want to know the reason
I don't want to know the reason why

she says
jesus owes her money
she says
that the angels are her friends

what in the hell does that mean?

she's got the chemical smile