Sanoja: Imaginery. Long Lost Pride. Hypnotized.

I can?t run, there?s no need for this pain inside
I feel like I?m hit by a gun getting weaker day by day
I don?t know, how to turn back a day or two
Watching the sign of the night it looks like we still gonna fight
Breath behind enemy lines
The load is heavy and I won?t carry it no more
I feel stronger when you?re by my side
It?s a feeling I can not hide
Intuition or a long lost decision
I don?t know cause I?m lost inside
I?m hypnotized
Can?t go home, finding shelter or try to hide
No when all is said and done there?s no way to turn back now
I won?t run, I believe I still have my pride
Trying to live in a lie, there is no tear when you cry
I read between all the lines
A mixed up feeling, I still want you by my side