Sanoja: Jay Brannan. Goddamned. Half-Boyfriend.

(Music and Lyrics by Jay Brannan)

I don?t know where we?re going
but i know we?ve gone too far and
i hope it isn?t showing
but i think i love you and
i can?t believe you?re leaving
just when i let you in and
when you had me believing
i could feel again

i could give a million reasons
why we should not be friends
our moods change like the seasons
when my mood ends your mood begins and
you?re a tease, you?re a cockblocker,
you?re a loudmouth bitch, and a big talker,
but that?s okay
you?ll grow up someday

chorus
you?re the pill i never wanted to take?
an anti-misanthrope
mine was the heart i never thought you would break
my one hope was that i?d survive you

i?ve shown up for you
in ways that boy never would
but i know you?ll go back to him and
maybe you should, but
i hope you don?t go backwards
cuz i?m going on ahead and
one day you?ll wish that you had
stuck with me instead

chorus

as i wander through union square
i remember when you followed me there
you were the stalker i kinda wanted to have
being your half-boyfriend was only half bad

chorus

© 2004 great depression publishing (bmi)