Sanoja: Knockout. Driven To Distraction. Try Again.

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You're cutting a hole in the part of my head that used to make sense of the things that you said. I hope you didn't mean to ignore those promises you told me before. I'm playing your game but I'm breaking the rules. If you go away I don't know what I'll do. I'm losing my sleep over what you have said. I'm getting denied, I guess I'll just try again. I should've known you'd leave me here. I'm all alone and you are nowhere near. I should've never tried but the words kept coming out. I guess I'm not surprised but I'm feeling so left out. Should I trust in what it is that you're saying to me? Don't bother saying this if you are just going to leave