Sanoja: One Less Reason. A Lifetime Burning. The Same Thing.

Open your eyes, you've been left
Open your heart cause you know best
Pull close the ones that leave you alone... welcome home.
Write down those words you wanted to hear
Compliments, hit or miss as long as they're comin' clear
I spent my days contemplating to kill or buy you a ring... aint love a funny thing?

I knew there was something wrong, i was just to scared to say it
I knew one day you would finally see
that the monster was me

Cause I was so busy saying that i was better
You were falling apart and I was barely together
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed?
While I was doing the same things
My whole life you said i wouldnt forget it
God damn right you know I still don't regret it
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed
While i was doing the same things.

You spend your nights, telling lies to anyone who believes
You spend your days writing plays for your drama kings
Pull them closer so they all feel sorry for you.... poor you.
Are you sick of all the things they want you to be?
What you want, what you hope, what you think u need
Thats all i give, thats all i got, thats all i kept for me... aint hurt a funny thing?

I knew there was something wrong, i was just to scared to say it
I knew one day you would finally see
that the monster was me

Cause I was so busy saying that i was better
You were falling apart and I was barely together
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed?
While I was doing the same things
My whole life you said i wouldnt forget it
God damn right you know I still don't regret it
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed
While i was doing the same things.

Its so hard to be right when everything you do is wrong.
singing out its getting harder to breathe
Starting over when you thought you were done.... i'm done.
Selling out saving face you know it all feels the same
when theres no one left its just your to blame
Give me sight, piece of mind a glimmer of truth
Or shut it down with just a moment left of you.

Cause I was so busy saying that i was better
You were falling apart and I was barely together
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed?
While I was doing the same things
My whole life you said i wouldnt forget it
God damn right you know I still don't regret it
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed
While i was doing the same things