Sanoja: Temperance. Searching For Silence. Drifting Away.

I've been trying so hard to hold on to the friends that I thought were so close to me. but now the times have changed and my vision of what you meant to me fades into the dark. all that's left is me standing alone, asking why you had to turn your back on something so true. how can you forget about the past? I always thought the bonds that we had would last. something took ahold of you and I watched the friendship fade. as you destroyed what we took so long to build. I hope that some day you find yourself and maybe the you'll see what you've lost and all that I've gained. the status that created you has torn you apart. you scream for me, but all you find is silence. redemption will never come to you. how does it feel to be left out in the cold? I watch you drift away. now I'll break out on my own. free of what took over you. the darkness that once surrounded me has fallen. you can have your friends, you can have your fame, but watch them fall in time. the status that created you has torn you apart