Sanoja: To See You Broken. This means Nothing.

We try, everyday together, yet together menas little- if nothing. I look at you and I know if I needed help you couldn't lift me up: I look at you and i know if tears welled up in my eyes you would turn away. Unable to face my naked emotions. Yet we try, everyday together, striving toward the same distant goal, and we've labled them with word, but these words have yet to hold true meaning when it comes to you and me. We strive for unity and pride, and i know you feel none of these things for me. We strive for family and love, and i know i feel none of these got you. So out hypocrisy lives on. For the preservation of the scene, and every time i see you we'll both act like we care, the truth is we don't. Our lives mean little to each other. We don't listen, we don't care. We can't hear and we know better. Yet we try, everyday together striving for family and love. So now i've stopped. We don't need to keep this farce alive, no need to fake a smile. I recognize this truth. I see no evil in it. There's nothing calling for me to love you. yet out common goal still exists, describes as unity and pride. We all will carry on, with a fierce love in our hearts. But this love is not for unity, not for pride. This love remains unnamed and i carry it for the power inherent in music. I won't pretend i bear it for you.