hard not to fall I'm so tired of sleeping around Hopeless, in despair Don't know if I'm here or there Feelin' like I'm up and I'm down But I'm still
? They won't be happy 'till I'm dead they freak me out I never thought I'd smile again Always thought I'd be here on my own Sometimes when I'm down you
You're coming down badly, you're crippled inside A rat in your sewer, you've no place to hide A gut wrenching fever, addicted to death You don't give
Been around this world so many times If you could only see my mind I watch my secret heaven turn to hell Faith alone has guided me The ghost of my own
You load the dice and fake the smile upon your face With fingers crossed you switch the perfume with the mace What kind of dreams do you enjoy inside
Tried to be your father Things just made it harder Sorry if I made you cry Years turned you against me Heart was always aching And I never thought you
You make promise of protection To a future after life To the final resurrection And to eternal paradise But then I'm blinded with temptation And to every
: I'm not the kind of person you think I am I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man I have a vision that I just can't control I feel I've lost my spirit
: Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there
: Tried to be your father Things just made it harder Sorry if I made you cry Years turned you against me Heart was always aching And I never thought
: You're coming down badly You're crippled inside A rat in your sewer You've no place to hide A gut wrenching fever Addicted to death You don't give
: You load the dice and paint the smile upon your face With fingers crossed you switch the perfume with the mace What kind of dreams to you enjoy inside
the race is run You've got to tell me it's over now I'm trapped inside of a dream The crushing weight on my shoulders now Is bearing down and it seems
hard not to fall I'm so tired of sleeping around Hopeless, in despair Don't know if I'm here or there Feeling like I'm up and I'm down But I'm still
They won't be happy 'till I'm dead They freak me out I never thought I'd smile again Always thought I'd be here on my own Sometimes when I'm down You
: You make promise of protection To a future after life To the final resurrection And to eternal paradise But then I'm blinded with temptation And to
: All these tears I cry Don't you wonder why Is it all a dream Never what it seems Gets under my skin Should I let you in Don't you think it's bad To
: Been around this world so many times If you could only see my mind I watch my secret heaven turn to hell Faith alone has guided me The ghost of my
